Monday, February 20, 2012

Falling Asleep the the Music

Hey mom!!
 
 
I am so glad that I got a letter from you today. I´m not going to lie but this morning when I checked I was a little sad that you still hand´t written me yet. But now I am feeling much better! 
 
 
Anyways, about packages, my trainer told me that the only carrier you should NOT send through is FedEx. She said that her mom sent it through Fedex and she had to pay like $100, entonces, you can just send it through normal mail and it should be fine. Probably just more expensive for you. Oh and don´t worry about filling it full of treats and sweets because Chile is definitely not like Mexico and all the treats are really good. If you do send treats make them small ones that I could share with like kids of my investigators and things like that. Remember to put pictures on it of Christ también!
 
 
Ok, so my week was pretty good! We have a baptism coming up hopefully this weekend. I say hopefully because our investigator´s brother will be out of town and he might want to change the date for that.  We also have not taught him the law of chastity yet, but I´m pretty sure he doesn´t have any problems like that either since he doesn´t have a girlfriend. 
 
 
Actually this whole week has been one big tender mercy for Miguel(the investigator) because he and his brother have been living in Rancagua and they work in Graneros in the fruit fields. This past week they have been looking for a house to be closer to work. Their contract, I guess, was expiring and they didn´t have a place to live. So, the only way to find a house is to walk around the town and hope to find signs and phone numbers of vacant places. Well, with a lot of prayers and the help of one of our other investigators they found a house in our sector (area) and we get to continue to teach them both. Miguel´s brother wants to hear the lessons as well. 
 
 
We have so many people to teach, we are literally running from place to place. The hardest thing is knowing what each of our investigators needs, and how we can help them. Another hard part is trying to get them to come to church, but last week we had 5 investigators last week and 3 this week. It´s also hard because it is summer time here and everyone wants to go on vacation on the weekends. 
 
 
I´m not going to lie but this week was a little difficult for me. Everyday I have to constantly fight off the feelings of doubt that come from not being able to communicate with the people we are teaching. I want to talk to them so bad and say more but sometimes when I open my mouth it comes out jumbled and awkward and not really what I am feeling in my heart. The thing is it is really hard to not think of myself at those times. I know everyone told me to lose myself and go to work but that is so much harder that it sounds. I am trying to be grateful for the struggles though, because I know that in our struggles we learn the most, and we learn to completely rely on the Lord. 
 
 
My companion told me to cherish these moments, which is really good advice. I have to completely rely on the Spirit when we are in a lesson because I can´t understand what they are saying most of the time. Bits and pieces make sense but I´m never 100% sure of exactly what they are talking about. But when I open my mouth, in those moments I have to have complete faith that the words coming into my mind are what they need. 
 
 
Anyways, I also feel like we are not doing enough. I feel like the only way to combat my feelings of doubt are to work harder. But my comp has a year into the mission and sometimes I feel like she is a little trunky (anxious to be done with her mission), but she also strives to get our mission goals every week so hopefully doing stats each week will keep her going. Don't get me wrong, I love her and I am learning so much from her. People just love and adore her and hopefully that will rub off onto me. Right now people just look at me and smile and then talk to her, haha but thats ok. They try to talk to me and I have to constantly tell people to speak slower and to use simpler words, but some people are patient with me and try to have a little conversation! :D They just speak so soo fast!
 
 
It is so nice here. I love Chile! My favorite part is that music is always playing and on the weekends we lay in bed falling asleep to the music from all the fiestas! It is really fun and is a constant reminder that I am definitely not in Montana!! I had my first mate (maw-tay) this week and I actually kind of liked it. It tasted like oranges and grass in hot water! haha! Oh and empanadas are sooo good. Don´t worry about me being fed!! Well I love you guys! 
 
 
I hope to hear from you next Monday! wink wink! I´m glad that everyone is doing well. Sounds like Shelby will be a little different by the time I get home! I love you Dad! I love you Grandma! I love you Grandpa! I love you Mama! I love all you people who read this! I love you Jules! I love you Brooke! I love you ALL! ¡Cuidense mucho! Chow Chow
 
 
Love, 
  Hermana Thackekr
 
 
 
 My zone. One of the Elders that was in my District from the MTC is in my district here. haha The really tall one in the back.


 My comp and I in a colectivo (cab) going to Rancagua I think on p-day.



My first empanada made from this little house in Graneros. Super good is was filled with meat and onions.
 

(Received February 6, 2012)

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